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The internal Revenue Code or section 26 of the United States Code is slavery. It must be abolished. There is no freedom in the US if you have to report every penny ypu earn and can be thrown in prison if you don’t. If the IRS can seize your property, levy your bank accounts and can shut down your business. I’d rather live in the UK or Canada where there is more economic freedom

the smoke will be inhaled

 

burned

yearned

its not my concern if you failed to learn

you’ve been warned

its my turn

the smoke will be burned

the residue of death

psychological theft

the leafs of hell

it wont prevail

can’t you tell

no matter what we do

the smoke will be inhaled

when the smoke clears

empty fears

empathetic tears

pathetic peers

estranged for years

rearranged

daddies disappeared

while the enemy cheers

I’m like an empty can of beer

the smoke of nature

when demons are captured

controlled by this rapture

in the here after

every night

I end up in the same apartment

empty

alone

wishing I had someone

to hold in my arms

to spend time with

is pain and misery my destiny

will it haunt me forever

will I ever find true love

someone with me

to help me

together

Black holes

Some of these women

Are like black holes

Sucking everything in

Including your soul

They’re out of control

Vampires for a price

You have to pay for them

To evaporate your life

To suck you dry

They’re like trolls

A fist with ten fingers

A foot with ten toes

Don’t know which way to go

Lost

Confusion

Society’s institution

Turning tricks

Prostitution

That’s not the solution

Temporary economic satisfaction

The subtraction of the soul

A chemical reaction you can’t control

Its like a railroad with no tracks

Egg shells without cracks

The point of no return

Can’t come back

Black holes

The legion of doom

Rent them a room

You’ll find out soon

Your majesty

Your highness

I don’t want you to get mad at me

But your mind is

in an empirical tragedy

A travesty

Its gonna take a miracle

to get you out of this predicament

They’re digging for gold

In a sewer without a shovel

The hustle

Lips and thighs

Hips and lies

The truths disguise

You’ll get your prize

Don’t be surprised

The consolation

These black holes

Will leave your mind froze

Your heart cold

They snatched my soul

And took it to bowl

When did these women

Become black holes?

 

copyright 2012 Marwan Fateen

Lookin’ For Love

 

Yesterday was my birthday

but I spent it the worst way

stuck between a rock & a hard place

I was thinking I wasn’t good enough

vernacular ain’t hood enough

spent my time and money

but wasn’t good enough

the girl used me

psychologically abused me

she left me for somebody else

she said: she only mess with top notch men

who roll in Cadillacs and Benz

on 22″ rims

but we can be friends

when I saw her get in

my heart sunk right in

I know what he told her

when that Cadillac rolled up

he made you feel special

in ten minutes he met you

said we can go far

if you get in my car

sold her a dream and promised the world

equipped with diamonds and pearls

now she’s up in his bed

giving love, giving head

then he dropped her off

and he never called

she’s looking stupid messed-up

dream deferred

because the lie was dressed-up

she was looking for love

she almost tasted it

different men, different cars

different faces

she chased it

now she gotta face it

what she had a first was good

but she wasted it

Her friends told her

there’s more fish in the sea

she can find better than me

and live lavishly

she need a baller

so she can live for free

and have everything

that she couldn’t from me

I tried to call her

she wouldn’t listen to me

didn’t want nothing from me

he can do it better than me

now she’s scratching and itching

she don’t realize what’s happening

that dude gave her the business

I’m not smiling or lausghing

I’m talking about STD’s

I’m talking about HPV

and those DVD’s

when she came back to me

I told her I’m sorry

I don’t mess with those floozies

hoodrats skizanks and loosies

kept looking like Lucy and Vicky

she wanted to be like Nikki

you reaped it now sow it up

wanted to drink it

now pour it up

this is life that you’re messing with

and I had enough

we  suffered pain for it

I stayed true to the game for it

they got a name for it

I was looking for love

I almost tasted it

let you in to discover my secret places

you erased it

now I must replace it

realities of life

we gotta face it

she said: Don’t buy the cow

get the milk for free

in a couple of years

you’ll be just like me

no family or friends

my reality

baby mommas the drama

you don’t know who’s the daddy

one night stands

if only I can do it again

don’t look for birds in the bushes

if there’s one in your hands

I thought the grass was greener

but it’s not

don’t give them all that you got

they will use you

your priceless precious goods

they will abuse you

without commitment

your mind is you benefit

people come and they go

but do they benefit?

I don’t think so

stop looking for love

but I’m open-minded

I know love exists somewhere

we just gotta find it

 

copyright 2011 Marwan Fateen

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